Monthly Archives: December 2012

what was dad like?

a question i constantly thought about, but wasn’t encouraged to keep the vein of questioning alive. my moms fear came through. however now i look back and i think it wasn’t fear but conviction of hurting her parents that brought

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christmas 2012

this year was one of the best of the best. and that was partly because i was somewhere else not in lancaster. and i feel over all at peace with everyone…..except one person at work. we didnt have the fuss

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in the arms of my dear savior

Come, ye sinners, poor and needy, Weak and wounded, sick and sore; Jesus ready stands to save you, Full of pity, love and pow’r. Refrain: I will arise and go to Jesus, He will embrace me in His arms; In

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tears come quick

awakened by the dripping of the rain on my bed. going to sleep with grief on the mind is not good. should have read the whole bible. awakened in the early morning by the vision of how my children reacted,

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how i deal with it. in the big picture my mother died the weekend before thanksgiving, a shooting of innocent children in Connecticut, a friend who is in his last month of life from a cancer worn out body, jesus’

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a new life

we moved back to seminole. we started going to a baptist church. there was a boze down the drain ceremony. i never picked up on her loneliness. i wasnt much help. i would take off alone on my bike and

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sebring the loss of self

we moved to Sebring florida during my sixth grade year. we rented our house out in Seminole. mom taught at a low income black school and i went to a white public school. this was before busing. this was a

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