hate to love

daily prompt: hate to love.

At this moment, its that want to be in a croud of people, vs the I hate to meet people. Those times of meet and greet strangers.

It’s easier at trade shows because there’s a horticulture theme to live in. At church can I be, me? That’s scary yet longed for.

It’s a strange way of being wired. Phycologists would pin point my aloneness as a child, not being around cconversations of whole family units. I would agree. To an extent. The tension is knowing a real future from a creator and living like it……where did that come from? If your secure with the end you can live better in the now.

There’s more to love hate relationship. It’s my personal addictions.

Back to the one I want to talk about. It’s meeting and greeting around people who are so damn natural at it.

 

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Perennial plant propogator for Creekhill nursery. Over 40 years of experience with lots of plants from foliage, cut flowers, seasonal potted plants, annuals and perennials. A plant geek and nerd, i am

Posted in daily prompt, depression, journal, old age, random thoughts, religion, true christian response, Warrior Poet

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