Joy killing brain intoxicated chain.
Blame it on my geans . Na
It’s my own damn fault.
Hank Williams country singers they have something
Joy..happiness a gift from God. Is it that I’m not seaped into His person?
Physical pain, cloudyness, no affermation ……it’s the human side.
Chance hello and chat, on the sidewalk, bring a spark a connection. That’s lifting. Making breakfast for my wife that’s lifting.
Exhausted exhausted exhausted….throw me a rope!
Read your Bible you fool. Says the voice. My …toxic person s affected my spirit so quickly.
My wife stobility my weather vein . My relief..
Rain. Plants . insects. Soil. Work. …..pleasure.
I don’t care if I don’t spell right .
Lament with me o church of Christ, my joy is gone in worship, handcuff fed by sin.
Epilogue ……my joy is growing, identifying the locust , ( Joel chapter one). the stage and depth….learning lament and repentance. and just keep your head above water.